Admittedly, Lent does not seem to have the same allure as that of Advent, does it? The same excitement or anticipation seems to be missing and consequently we can approach the season with disinterest or dissatisfaction. No wonder the great Henri Nouwen prayed, “O Lord, make this Lenten season different from the other ones. Let me find you again. Amen."
Did Paul have the right Lenten attitude in his letter when he wrote, “ I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. All of us, then, who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you.” Philippians 3:14-15
So what is our goal and where does it come from? Jesus in Mark 7:21 says, “it is from within, from the human heart, that evil intentions come!” Jesus is here teaching us a lesson about the heart that has to be repeated and continually stressed. Good manners and proper behaviour vary from group to group. But the underlying goodness or badness crosses all social divides.
In ’A Confession,’ Leo Tolstoy relates how the drive toward goodness that moved him as a boy was erased by his experiences in society. Later in life, after overwhelming success as a writer, he nevertheless sank into a psychological paralysis brought on by his vision of the futilty of everything. The awareness that the passage of time alone would bring everything he loved and valued to nothing left him completely hopeless. For years he lived in this condition, until he finally came to faith in a world of God where all that is good is preserved.
That is precisely the world of the spiritual that Jesus opened to humanity long ago and still opens to those who seek it. Perhaps today we should simply pray with Henri Nouwen, “O Lord, make this Lenten season different from the other ones. Let me find you again. Amen."